Now What?

I've officially tried everything I can think of to get pregnant. This month I didn't try, which was the last thing I could think of that we hadn't already tried....and it still failed. I still have a bunless oven.

I don't know what else to do.

I've gotten into watching "Giuliana and Bill" lately. Giuliana would be Giuliana Rancic, the E! news anchor. I was never much of a fan, but if you're not familiar with their story, they struggled with infertility. They finally did IVF and got pregnant, and they lost the baby after eight weeks. I know that it sounds so...dark of me, but it makes me feel better to see their emotions through the whole process and not feel wierd for the things that I feel.

I'm not really sure what to do about next month. I really needed the emotional break this month and I wish it didn't have to end, but guesswork is not going to get us pregnant, either. I'm not sure if I'm going to try temping again, because I found out what I wanted to know. I sure as heck am NOT temping tomorrow, because it's our anniversary, and I refuse to let anything baby-related spoil our day. So universe, listen up. If anyone out there close to me is pregnant, please don't tell me tomorrow....

I DID make my first Scentsy sale today! Yay!