The doctor told me to call back in two months, so I called today to schedule my follow up ultrasound. I had to leave a message for the medical assistant, so I'm hoping to hear from them tomorrow. I'd really like to talk to my doctor again and ask her if she has any suggestions for us. I'm thinking that she's going to recommend some kind of intervention, though, because I can tell my cysts have not dissolved. I'm still having some kind of pain almost every day. Even though I know we can't afford it, I almost wish she'd order an HSG so my tubes would be all cleared out. I've heard lots of stories about women who get the procedure done to check for irregularities and get pregnant as soon as it's done because everything is cleared out.
I still feel like every day is a struggle. Today was hard. The one thing I've hung on to is that I've been able to keep it together at work, but I almost lost it there too. The following comments make me want to verbally assault someone, but I can't....so instead, my snarky side is going to come out, then I'll put it back in its box.
1. Just find something else to focus on! (Oh, there's my mistake. I focused on conception instead of becoming the next flippin' Martha Stewart. My bad).
2. Don't worry about it. It will happen when you least expect it. (Really? Because I wasn't expecting it for the first two and a half years of our marriage, and it didn't happen then, either).
3. When are YOU guys having a baby? (Never. Can't you tell that as a teacher, I hate children?) =p
4. Just relax. (My mistake is that I haven't done enough yoga and meditation. KNEW it. Namaste).
5. I know it will happen for you guys. (Really? Are you a doctor? No? Okay then).
Rant over. Thanks for letting me let it out.
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