My windows are open. There is not a cloud in the sky. There is an amazing cool breeze blowing, and if I could work on my lesson plans outside on the balcony, I totally would--although I'll currently settle for being inside with last night's SNL playing on the DVR (although I must say--Kanye West as the musical guest?! AGAIN?!)
I lurrrrrve me some fall!
I've felt pretty relaxed for the past few days, so I'm hoping that feeling stays. I'm still a little scared about actually seeing the doctor, though. The cramps I was having had almost faded away, but today they've been very pronounced. There's no imagining these babies--I hurt. It is close to O time, although according to the OPK it's not happening any time in the next 24-26 hours, so I'm not sure if it's due to ovulation or not. Maybe that's something the doctor can tell me.
In other news, I got an email back from the tutoring company and they don't have any openings left in my county, although I did email them back and let them know that I'm willing to drive to other cities in the next county over. I guess we'll see. Meanwhile, DH hit the pavement last week and put out several more applications. At this point, we've given up hoping for a new full time job, and we're just crossing our fingers for another part time job that he could do on his days off. You would think that maybe with FOUR jobs between the two of us, we would be doing okay.
Don't you just love fall? I do too! When I walked outside this morning, the cool breeze made me smile. I know you are just starting on your TTC journey. And trust me, I know four months without a positive pregnancy test is a LONG time! I was really starting to worry after four months. I know it's really not that long, but when you are trying it's FOREVER. Just know I am thinking of you and if you have any questions let me know. I was pretty aggressive with treatments from the start. I was willing to do whatever it took to conceive our baby. :)
ReplyDeleteAnd now that we have Stella, we are so grateful that persevered through all those treatments and heartache.
ReplyDeleteThanks! =) I really appreciate you sharing your story. I was snooping around for some blogs that deal with TTC from a Christian perspective when I happened upon yours, and it really helped me. By the way, Stella is adorable!
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