This is a baby blog. I mean, at the moment I may not HAVE a baby, but it's still a baby blog. I haven't really spoken much about this topic in several weeks, but it's time.
If you've followed me for awhile, you know that we've been trying to have a baby for several months now. You may remember what happened to me around Thanksgiving, where I was finally late and we really thought I was pregnant--then, of course, I wasn't. It was one of the most difficult things I went through last year, hands down. Well, I haven't had any experiences like that since, but I haven't forgotten about it either. All the times since that I've trucked myself off to the doctor, it's been on my mind, and I may never forget the unbelievable sadness that that time brought us. I think fertility and infertility is such an incredibly personal journey, and figuring out where you fit on the spectrum between the two is very trying. Since that time, I've watched lots of other people announce their pregnancies, including my best friend (!), and I'm doing better now than I would have a few months ago. I've really appreciated the support that you guys have given when things were the hardest. I really don't know what lies ahead, but honestly, do we ever? I'll be getting deeper into the issue later on, but I really do appreciate the chance I've had here to "get it out" and find support.
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